Why did I decide to pursue DPS?
Studying in London for the past 2 years, I realised that I had a goal I wanted to achieve at the end of my study, which I was not aware of when I first started the course. This was to grow independent as a person and develop my skills as a graphic designer, through the experience gained from opportunities and facilities that I feel very privileged to have.
Personally, feeling fearful about a certain thing allows me to understand what I am lacking; thus, my belief that I cultivate is that fear is something I should face, to overcome and grow. This immense fear that always haunted me was about my future and “jobs” in general because they were so vague. Although I dislike the anxious feeling of being fearful or nervous about something doubtful and indefinite, I believe they are one of the most significant components for me to grow – as they push me against it.
When we were first informed about the DPS course, I was very excited about this opportunity and the potential knowledge I could obtain from the experiences. However, throughout the preparation sessions, I gradually lost confidence and enthusiasm toward DPS – doubting if I could get a placement and take on the course. I was unsure if DPS was something I actually wanted to do. This period (of worrying about my future) compelled me to deeply reflect on my future paths – which I believe was very much needed, and I’m glad I did!
Through numerous discussions with the DPS team and introspections about who I want to become, and what I want to achieve, I concluded that taking part in the DPS course will allow me to take a step closer to my “ideal” self.
When I look back at my progress at the end of the year, I want to say that I am proud of myself with confidence.
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