This week, I noticed that I’ve been feeling quite frustrated – to what / to whom / why – I’m not sure about the reason but I’ve been sensing that I might be a little burnt out recently. I decided to write them down to clear my mind, and thought I should include this in the blog as an outlet.
At pecha kucha, I was a little disappointed that many of the people who participated online immediately left after they finished their presentation. I understand that many of them are out of the country and busy, however, it felt a little rude, especially to people who sat through listening to them since the beginning. I was frustrated at myself for being frustrated at them. I felt like I was not understanding them and didn’t have an open-mindedness. It’s contradictory as I talked about having a stronger mentality and being resilient with myself in my pecha kucha presentation.
Another possible reason for this frustration is how my SIP ideas and overall DPS works (the blog format – I really want to start using Cargo, but have been procrastinating) are not yet on the standard I want them to be. I have started writing my report, but I’m not sure if I’m going in the right direction! I feel that I’m not working hard enough in general.
Also I’m feeling homesick than ever – I miss my family
I want to use the next few days/weeks to think about this frustration and how I could reduce it — I’d like to start acting towards resolving them. Although it’s suffocating to feel this way, I believe that it’s an important process to grow
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